Eyes gazing                        Looking                                        Searching. Small smile touching The bright brown eyes, Tired from excitement.   Big                  Wide   As I tried to take everything in.   My weary browns study the little girl In the eye catching pink coat With crazy blonde hair resting,                                    ...

young girl,   i    know   how    it    feels   to want to find  someone to look up to, someone to admire to connect with.    But    as i've grown    i've found   not everyone we look up to,  is exactly who we think. Good over shadows with bad  we like to believe there is   a    reason   behind   something    to see the good in everything,   But sometimes,    we need to except somebodies bad side,  to fully appreciate    the   good   in   them.

You're a black cloud that hangs over my head blocking light out of my mind. Seem to want to make me unhappy                                                             You're doing a good job.   But                                    I shouldn't give in. You make me not want to face the world, Make me want to stay behind closed doors Leave me with myself and my mind.  You make me feel like I'm not good enough That there is something not quite right about the way I am.   You make me feel ...

  Darkness.   Dusk rose in the sky,   The wind whispered through the trees   Softly, in cold air.       3 A.M The walls are sleeping.   My eyes are wide but clouded By gentle darkness.     Rainy days. Falling down the glass Wet, onto my reflection Pattering softly.