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You're a black cloud that hangs over my head
blocking light out of my mind.
Seem to want to make me unhappy
                                                           
You're doing a good job.
 
But
                                   I shouldn't give in.
You make me not want to face the world,
Make me want to stay behind closed doors
Leave me with myself and my mind. 
You make me feel like I'm not good enough
That there is something not quite right about the way I am.
 
You make me feel
as though
the person I am,
isn't acceptable,
that I should change.

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