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4. dear future me,

At the moment, you don't know what the hell you want to do tomorrow, let alone in 5 years time. You were scared of change and the word makes your stomach twist inside of you, but I am hoping that you've changed and you no longer have that feeling towards the six letter word. I hope that you aspire for change and that everything you do is different to what you did before. You change every day and I want to befriend the feeling instead of in fear of it. At the moment, your mind is all over the place, you don't know what to expect when you start your new year in education and you're just at the point in your life where you just feel strange and everything is weird and you don't really understand why you feel a certain way, but you're also not unaware of it. Hopefully, now you don't feel like this and you love waking up in the morning, little things still bug you but you like living instead of sometimes resenting it, and I hope you'll be able to say y...

3. night thoughts

Part of me, wants to say that recently I have felt lost, but I'm not sure if that is the category I want to and can put my feelings under. everything has been extremely overwhelming and exhausting, not the most optimistic words to use, I know. Despite that, this summer has brought me a lot of happiness, such as meeting somebody I have been friends with for a long while and class as one of the best people in my life, so I can't sit here and say how everything is shitty and nothing good has happened because that isn't true- as much as I may say this. I also got the chance to go to some beautiful places that I am ever so grateful and thankful for doing because it was a good, refreshing change of scenery and - for a little while - I felt at ease taking photographs of the raw, pure beauty of a certain city/town that I have seen second hand for as long as I can remember. However, with happiness co...

2. this modern love, will darbyshire

  If you haven't gone through the stages of a relationship before or a break up, this book will make you feel as though you have experienced a life time of them. The book contains a bunch of raw, vulnerable words placed into a book for the whole world to either relate to or feel as though they relate to other people's experiences. Some are happy and heart warming, others are sad and heart breaking. The book is a combination of different emotions, thoughts and feelings towards either a crush/start of a relationship, the middle of a relationship, and the end of a relationship. This is a book i truly recommend people to take the time to read, it can either help you or take you through a new door to a room you haven't had the chance to experience yet.